Showing posts with label autumn. Show all posts
Showing posts with label autumn. Show all posts

Monday, 12 October 2020

birds in the spanne

there are birds in the greenhouse - lots
there are flying insects too 
and every square millimetre of earth contains countless microbial beings
it is a rich place and safe
hot airy
the lights crane open
the clouds pass
the birds loose from end to end
the whole spanne: 
lemon flowers, figs and unceasing wings

Thursday, 9 October 2014

I Want to Move Everywhere

I want to move everywhere and when I see a job post advertising a position in Nanjing, that is suddenly my next destination. When I get an inkling that there could be a life for me in Central Africa, I have an uncontrollable urge to go there. This is a ridiculous urge. I want to tear across the sky at great speed, I want to move over the Earth like a plague of locusts. I will rip up the ground with my beating feet and seep into the cracked earth.
I will flood out whole riverbeds
I will be a rolling drop of water on a leaf washed down a waterfall
I will be a moment that cannot be captured
I will be dead for a thousand million years
Let me live first

Friday, 22 November 2013

Clearing Leaves

the leaves come down in orange droves. you might push them on and herd them together but around you is a rain of the freshly falling. their colours are as bright as phoenix cartoons, burning like royal robes.

we sweep in a constant fashion. it's a better exercise than you can imagine. works many muscles and gets you sweating in no time. sometimes you find your forehead tingles and your temples sting. we work systematically, like clearing paths through snow. once we're done on one strip, though it's already dotted with leaves that weren't there when we started, we move on to the next patch. great piles of leaves are quickly made. carting these off is the most back breaking part of it. the sweep of the sweeping, the repeated movement like, that feels like a dance, or an art, but lifting tonnes of sometimes already mulching foliage, that can hurt.

we work round the clock, with fifteen minutes in the morning and twenty for dinner. our work is never done. when the procession comes through we must stand to attention and you can imagine we see all too clearly, with more than a little annoyance, every single leaf that drops just then. the ceremony goes on, while the orange leaves of autumn sink through the air and onto refined shoulders. they are kicked up by blessed feet. we can't move a muscle but once the passing flares are fired and the back of the procession's been seen, we get back to work with doubled gusto. we might know that they know that a completely clear courtyard is an impossibility, but we still feel we want it better, and why do they have to come just as renewed gusts of wind bring greater scatterings of leaves. still, we are told that we are doing a good job. one superior has told another that we are doing a fine job. we're a credit they say. we shine with the pride of it, despite ourselves and only later though, since our first thought is that we haven't been keeping up with it that well.