Seeing her picture was a
revelation. She stepped out of the frame. She stepped out with the longest
legs. Impossibly long, they were. They were so long that it got sickening at some
point, got to be so that they were no legs no more. They were extensions of her
foot, endless ankles that reamed out in skinny sickness. They were strings of
flesh that she stretched forwards. She wasn‘t reaching for him. Even now, when
he felt trapped in her gaze, even now she wasn’t looking at him. Her limbs
wouldn’t go out in his direction, not even unintentionally.
She came out of that
picture frame like a princess stepping out of her bed. She was unhurried. She
was a celestial body moving through space. She was a dream of another nation,
where all was Utopian. She was a lie told to a child. A lie so great that it
created dreams for the rest of that life.
She came into his life in
the way that sunshine comes into a garden. She came into his life like
sweetness into cooking. She came into his life like seasoning onto fine food.
She came into his life like colour into cinema. She came into his life like
warmth into a freezing man’s body. She came into his life like nighttime into
dying day. She came into his life like perfume into rancid nostrils. She came
into his life like stimulants into a ravaged mind. She came into his life like
medicine into a diseased constitution. She came into his life like fresh air
into a prison cell. She came into his life like music into a torture chamber.
She came into his life like petrol into an engine. She came into his life like
rescue workers into a collapsed building. She came into his life like smoke
into an addict‘s lungs. She came into his life like expression into a man’s eyes.
She stepped out of that
picture and held him in breathless fear. She took him into a moment of total
silence, of complete stillness. He had no thoughts but the observation of her,
which occupied every split second of his consciousness. She gripped him like a
fist crushing a flower.
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